FAITHFULNESS OF GOD

THE FAITHFULNESS OF GOD

LITTLE ANGEL'S BLACK HEART

When Roshan wasn't around Sejal was a delightful angel but when Roshan arrived she was anything but an angel. She was so unkind to him. She bossed him and scolded him. Seeing this I was so concerned but let it go on with only a chiding here and there. Then I decided it was time to speak to her. So I sat down with her and told her that she needs to repent because of her attitude towards Roshan. She surprised me by saying that Yeshu had already spoken to her and she asked God to forgive her. I was so glad to hear this.

I was looking to see what change of attitude there would be towards Roshan, if there were any. I some slight change but not as much as I was hoping to see. 

Then at the Wednesday night satsang Petal's (Pankhuri's) mom asked us to pray for Petal who was quite ill. We prayed for and then they left for the doctor. After they left Kiran also asked to be prayed for. I then told them (Kiran, Sejal and Roshan) that we will sing a bhajan which is a prayer and while we are singing all 3 of you should call out to God. While we were singing tears began to stream down Roshan's face and then Sejal began to sob loudly and Kiran cried silently. Then I asked each of them to share what they were experiencing during the time of singing.

SEJAL

God revealed to her that she is very proud and that her attitude towards Roshan is wrong. Then the Lord reveled his intense love for her and said that he also loves others as he loves her and she ought to do the same. She cried out to God asking him to remove every bit of pride from her heart. Then she was trying to take a hold of her heart (but was only able to grab a hold of her dress) and give it God completely. Thereafter she experienced intense joy welling up inside of her. Now her attitude towards Roshan has changed.

ROSHAN

Roshan said that the evil spirit came to him and told him that he should stop worshiping God and praising Yeshu. "Previously you used to worship me and now you have stopped worshiping me." The evil spirit told him that he must not think that Yeshu is all powerful because he doesn't know anything and that if he doesn't stop worshiping Yeshu he will kill him with a big bone of a skeleton which he had in his hand. Roshan's reply was that Yeshu took our punishment on the cross and he gives sight to the blind, causes the lame to walk and raises the dead (words of a song "Come and see that my Yeshu is alive" which we sing often) and you don't do these things but cause people to get sick and die. Then he saw that something like fire fall from heaven and burn the evil spirit. 

At last evening satsang the evil spirit was trying to stop him from worshiping - the evil spirit kept on telling him that he must not worship Yeshu but worship him. So we asked Roshan to choose to invite Yeshu to live in his heart. Last night he did just that. During the prayer God encouraged him and told him not to fear because he will be with him.

KIRAN

Kiran also shared that she also experienced the love of the Father and she now received encouragement to continue. She felt that Yeshu had taken a hold of her hand and began leading her forth.

YESHU HELPS SEJAL WITH HER MATHS

Then because of not being able to teach Sejal and Roshan on Tue I gave them Maths work to do. The next day I asked Sejal for the work and she said that she didn't do it. I told her that I won't accept any excuse and until she does that work I won't teach her anything else. I was waiting for her to come to me but she didn't. Her Maths was so overwhelming like a huge mountain looming over her. Then last night she shared in the satsang that during the day she went to a quiet place and cried her heart out to God to help her in her Maths. When she took her Maths book and began doing her work she found it so easy to do. She was so happy and now knows that Yeshu can help her with her studies also. One thing about Sejal is remarkable is that she never neglects to be at the satsang no matter what happens. God is her priority and she remains faithful to him. She now knows that "In me, that is my flesh, no good thing dwells." What a precious lesson to learn at his tender age!